babies, dogs, sand, snow

i see babies, most of my friends have kids, and i realize how badly i miss Fisher.
i see dogs and think of Saul, of Zoe, of Tuk. i miss those warm, happy, wonderful beings.
i see sand and i think of Dabi, how quickly pulled from that i was. it still catches my breath, makes me dizzy, and breaks my heart a little bit more, knowing that i left. abruptly. without notice. i miss my Host Family.
i see snow atop Mt. Rainier and i miss Ryan. terribly.

a heartache is a terrible thing.
a heart break is the worst.